NOTE: This is a web version of the talk and slides presented at the
International Cognitive Neuroscience Meeting (Cognitive VII - see http://www.marmariscogneuro.org/en.index.php) held in Istanbul, Turkey, May 18-20, 2010. Organizers of the meeting asked me to present a 30 minute piano recital
before the talk, and for this
reason the talk includes comments on the evolution and significance of
music. I have posted a video of the piano performance and lecture that I received from meeting organizers,. It is missing a short bit of audio just after the beginning, and unfortunately deletes the last part of the talk on the evolution of music. Performances of the pieces
on the Steinway B at my home in Middleton, Wisconsin can be found at http://youtube.com/dericpiano
SLIDE 1
Who wants
to know?
The nature
of our subjective "I"
Deric
Bownds
http://dericbownds.net
http://youtube.com/dericpiano
http://mindblog.dericbownds.net
(Emeritus
Professor, Laboratory of Molecular Biology, University of Wisconsin, Madison
WI., USA)
This talk is an effort to set some context on, to try
to frame, the 'who' or 'I' in each
of us that is studying how our minds work. Our experienced selves are supported by evolved social
brains whose neuronal circuitry
allows mirroring or mimicry between the selves that each of us experience so
that we can feel, for example, an
emotional resonance that goes with listening to a piano performance of the sort
I just offered. I chose short
pieces with feeling and clear emotional content to make this point, two quite explicitly titled as Romantic
or Erotic, one as Melancholy.
SLIDE 2
The emotional resonance of music:
F. Chopin - Nocturne Op. 27 no. 2
F. Chopin - Prelude Op. 28, no. 17
E.
Grieg - Lyric Pieces Op. 43, no. 5 Erotic Piece
E.
Grieg - Lyric Pieces Op. 47, no. 5 Melancholy
E.
Grieg - Lyric Pieces Op. 54, no. 4, Notturno
C.
Debussy - Reverie
C.
Debussy - Minuette from Suite Bergmanesque
C.
Debussy - Valse Romantique
Some simple experiments I will mention compel us to
conclude that the self or "I"that can have rich feelings on hearing
music like this is in fact a
'virtual machine' whose operation is quite alien to our experienced self. Metzinger has used the term
'ego tunnels' to refer to these machines.
-I want to start by talking about the the lack of a correspondence between
our subjective experience and what we as neuroscientists know to be actually
going on inside our heads. There are a number of simple experiments or demonstrations, some are
probably familiar to some of you, that give us a glimpse of the martian inside that is really running the
show that our self illusion usually takes credit for.
Perhaps the most simple demonstration, which given our limited time I don't
think I will actually do today, would be to ask each of you in the audience to
close your eyes, become quiet for a few moments and just breathe, and then
instruct you to have no thoughts, images, or feelings in your head, wait
quietly for 3 minutes, and then ask how many of you were able to follow this
instruction. The answer would be
zero, unless a few of you were experienced meditators.
Well, if
you're running your own show what's the problem? Thoughts just keep popping up
from somewhere, well, I
guess that is not 'you' that's some
kind of 'it' or martian in there, a brain that is is generating this stuff in
spite of 'your' conscious best intentions. This is what it is designed to do, generate stuff, regardless of whether 'you' in quotes,
want it to or not.
It is this 'thing', this 'it' that I want to focus our attention on today.
Here is a slide summarizing the topics I want to mention:
SLIDE 3
I. Evidence for the illusion of agency:
Action
Perception
Location
II. Modeling the subjective self:
The virtual machine
Virtual organs
Mirroring
Varieties of 'I'
Emotions as evolved organs of consciousness
III. Music as an example of an
evolved emotional organ of consciousness
IV. Summary - the Self Illusion
I want to deal first (I.) with how our subjective self does not monitor
what is really going on in action, perception or even our assignment of our
location in space.
After describing in (I.) how far off base our subjective experience is
in knowing what is going on inside our heads, I want in the Second (II.) part
of the talk to discuss how we might make a model, attempt an explanation of,
our subjective self as a virtual machine of consciousness comprised of what are
essentially virtual organs (such
as emotions that form and dissipate according to the occasion) and note how it
is based on mirroring with the virtual machines of others, and finally how our
use of increasingly sophisticated levels of mirroring generate through
evolution increasingly complex varieties of consciousness or "I".
Alongside this evolution of the self, we can view the increasingly
complicated emotions of human communication through facial and body gestures as
evolved emotional organs of consciousness.
Having done this bottom up modeling in the first two sections of the talk I would like in part III to take music as an example
of way in which these impersonal mechanical processes can ultimately yield the
richness of our subjective emotional lives. In this section I will discuss
arguments that our music faculty is an evolutionary adaptation that has
enhanced the survivability of groups of humans - this is specifically
considering music as an evolved emotional organ of consciousness.
-Finally (IV.), I will offer a summary of our "I Illusion."
TOPIC I - Evidence for the illusion of agency
SO, to
begin with action (Summary slide 3
- I. Action)
SLIDE 4

-In the well known experiment by Benjamin Libet the
subject is instructed: "Flex your finger to push the button when you feel
like it, and tell us where the hand on the rapidly moving clock is when you
decide to do that."
The time at which an EEG signal indicating brain
activation for movement occurs is set as zero time, the report of awareness of
intention to push the button is about 350 msec (0.35 seconds) later, and the
actual EKG, the voltage in the finger muscle doing the push, happens about 200
msec later than that.
We are 'late for consciousness', the action had
already started. The brain has started on our acting earlier than our consciousness of it. We usually assume that the experience
of consciously willing an action and the causation of the action by our
conscious minds are the same thing. However, they are entirely distinct, and the tendency to confuse them is
the source of the illusion of conscious will.
Actually the situation is even more dramatic than
suggested by Libet's experiments. In more recent fMRI experiments activity predictive of movement was
already present in frontopolar motor cortex 7 seconds before the subject's
motor decision.
This figure is Daniel Wegner's way of summarizing
the situation.
SLIDE 5

Something inside is generating the first
preparations for the actual movement, and also generating our thinking we are
starting the movement, the actual causal paths, but our experience is this apparent causal path
-What's the point of this delay?. What's the point
of our even being conscious if everything is ready to go before we know about
it. We do become aware before
it happens and can veto it. Most
of the time it is OK and to be efficient we really ought to get going with it
fast and now wait for consciousness, but in case the movement ought to be suppressed, like socking
someone, we can inhibit it at the
last minute.
-By the time we are aware of willing a movement it
is well under way, but we get to cancel or edit it.
It may be that we, that is, our conscious selves,
don't so much have 'free will', as we do 'free won't.' [Sept. 2019: More recent work now questions these conclusions. The question of free will is far from solved. More recent experiments, have suggested that the brain signals noted in Libet's original experiment ~500 msec before a movement was made may not be the actual neural initiator of the movement. An artificial intelligence classifier comparing control brain noise in subjects not instructed to move shows divergence from noise in those instructed to move about 150 milliseconds before the movement, the time people reported making the decision to move in Libet's experiment.]
So, this suggests two points about acting:
SLIDE 6

-The point is that the consequences of my action are
programmed back into the next automatic startup of the next action as an
anticipation. This
information is presented back to the underground processing that is preparing
the next instant of action that we will retroactively `intend.'
Our brain thus works in an expanded present that
contains the moments antecedent to our awareness of thoughts and actions and
that also persists as their consequences are integrated into the ongoing
cycle.
A delay in the time it takes us to be conscious of
things that are already going on in our brains can be illustrated another simple way, and I move to the
second item on my list under topic I (see lecture outline in summary slide 3) -
Perception:
Here the instruction is to push the button in
response to a light coming on. The
button push occurs about 200 msec after the light comes on. If the instruction
is: 'slow down your response by
the tiniest possible amount,' then approximately 700 msec passes before the button push. There is a quantum jump of 500 msec,
waiting for consciousness to develop if a conscious rather than unconscious
response is requested.
SLIDE 7

So, we add to our developing summary the fact that
sensing can be faster than consciousness.
SLIDE 8

-What's the point of this half second delay for
consciousness? There is one: our unconscious undermind can shape
what we think we are perceiving out there in the real world.
If SLIDE 8 is rapidly flashed on the screen, many people watching report seeing an
ace of spades or an ace of hearts, not the impossible red ace of spades.
SLIDE 9

We compare the information that comes with our
library of images, and frequently assume that the stored image is the correct
one.
A brief summary then is that both acting and sensing
are faster than our awareness of them, permitting editing functions to
intervene and shape both our final actions (free won't and expanded time) and
perceptions (what ought to be there).
SLIDE 10

A spectacular recent demonstration of our brains
transforming and editing power comes the work of Blanke and his collaborators
showing that we can move our perceived ownership of body parts or our whole
bodies out in space, to
avatars, making the movie 'Avatar'
seem very timely.
This moves us to the third item on my lecture
topic list in Slide 3, I. - Location. We can
disrupt the spatial unity between our selves and our bodies, we can change the
perceived Location of our physical selves.
SLIDE 11

A
participant (dark blue trousers) sees through a head mounted device his own virtual
body (light blue trousers) in 3D, standing 2 m in front of him and being
stroked synchronously or asynchronously at the participant's back. Dark colors
indicate the actual location of the physical body or object, whereas light
colors represent the virtual body or object seen on the head mounted device.
So, there
is a multisensory conflict here, the subject is feeling a stroking on his back but seeing a similar
stroking of his virtual image projected two meters forward. This is a multisensory conflict, vision of the virtual image being
stroked is telling him something different from the felt touching on his
back. In such a situation, vision
typically dominates over proprioception and touch, and in this case
participants start to feel that the virtual body seen in front of them is their
own body and they mislocalize themselves to the virtual body, to a
position outside their bodily borders. This indicates an amazing
plasticity, with spatial unity
and bodily self-consciousness being based on multisensory and cognitive
processing of bodily information.
The simple
experiments (Topic I in the lecture summary SLIDE 3) I have mentioned thus far
show us that our subjective I is late to acting and sensing, essentially being
an after the fact report, and can place our subjective bodies outside our
actual ones... I could continue
this list, noting experiments showing how flexible our assignment of agency is,
how easy it is to think we are responsible for an action when we are not, and
vice versa, or experiments showing how our value assigning
emotional brain works largely outside of our awareness.
Showing
how much of the real machinery of mind our subjective "I" is unable
to experience brings us back to
the title of this talk, "Who
wants to know? - the nature of our subjective I" What is the best
description we can manage of what is really in there.
TOPIC
II Modeling the subjective self.
So, I want
to move on to the second chunk of this talk (Topic II in summary SLIDE 3 - Modeling our subjective selves.
A number
of philosophers of mind and cognitive neuroscientists are outlining an emerging
consensus view that is
subjectively and objectively satisfying, ...describing the subjective
"I" as a virtual
machine. I think
Thomas Metinzger has done one of the most clear and accessible summaries, and I
follow some of his points.
SLIDE 12 -

What he calls the Ego Tunnel (or PSM) is a complex
property of the global neural correlate of consciousness (NCC) - what make 'Mineness' or 'I' possible
- a vastly reduced model of what is really 'out there'
- It is a transparent mental image that allows the conscious experience of
being a self to emerge.
(Transparency is our not seeing seeing the firing of neurons in our brain, only
what they represent for us).
- The model at a given moment is transparent because
the brain has no chance of discovering that is is a model - it is a higher
order representation integrating its information in longer time window than the
lower order information processing in smaller time windows. Our visual perception time window is
much larger than the time windows of primary visual processing and so those
more rapid underlying processes are completely invisible to it (the same thing
as not being able to see the individual frames in a movie reel, because our visual integration time is
much longer). It is a
metabolically efficient, quick and dirty way of knowing only what our evolution
has deemed it necessary for us to know.
- Our ancestors did not need to know that a
bear-representation was currently active in their brains or that they were
currently attending to an internal state representing a slowly approaching
wolf....All they needed to know was 'Bear over there!' or 'Wolf approaching
from the left!'
-In this view, Consciousness is taken to be the space
of attentional agency, that set of
information currently active in our brains to which we can deliberately direct
our high level attention. Low
level attention is automatic and can be triggered by entirely unconscious
events.
-A further assertion is that consciousness is
epistemologically irreducible... one reality, one kind of fact, but two kinds of
knowledge: first-person knowledge and third-person knowledge, that never can be
conflated.
-There is a long list of ideas on why consciousness
evolved, what it is good for, doing goal hierarchies and long-terms plans,
enhancement of social coordination, etc.
I like Metzinger's description of consciousness as
a as a new kind of virtual organ -
unlike the permanent hardware of the liver, kidney, or heart it is always
present. Virtual organs form for a certain time when needed (like desire,
courage, anger, an immune response)...they are a new computational strategy,
that makes classes of facts globally available and allows attending, flexible
reacting, within context.....
'Reality
generation' allowed animals to represent explicitly the fact that something is
actually the case, the world is present. (conscious color gives information about nutritional value, red berries
among green leaves, empathy gives information about the emotional state of
conspecifics).
Old things in the evolution of consciousness are
ultrafast and reliable (like qualities of sensory experience) and
transparent. They are evolved
hardware (as are our autonomic and neuroendocrine emotional chemistries) that support the new classes of
transient virtual organs. Abstract conscious thought is not transparent or fast, it is slow and unreliable, experienced
as 'made.'
Only our species has evolved advanced additional
abilities to run offline simulations in the mind, experiencing some things are 'real' and other elements of
our tunnel as mere thoughts about the world, representing that we are
representational systems.
Underlying all of this are our brain's mirroring
systems.
As
monkeys view other monkeys (or humans) making purposeful actions towards a
goal, nerve activity is observed in nerve cells (dubbed mirror neurons) that
would become active if they were carrying out the task themselves.
Observed emotions are also mirrored by activity in emotion areas of rat
brains, monkey brains and our brains, suggesting they are a basic substrate for building empathy - building
blocks of social mirroring systems.
A common view is that the mirror system is a complex
form of representational content that functions as a building block for social cognition and for a more complex, consciously experienced representation of the
first-person perspective as well.
Moving on to the fourth section of topic II in summary slide 3.
we note several Varieties of "I"
SLIDE 13

We would have to say that our sense of "I"
has several nested components. First is the phenomenal animal substrate
"I" looking out on a world with a sense of `just being' that doesn't
include explicit self referential awareness of being in that state.
Animals do not see into a moment, rather they look
out from it. Subjectively, the animal brain would always be facing forward,
focused not on where the latest shift in viewpoint has come from, but where it
is heading. Rather than feeling like an observer or a passenger, and animal
would have a feeling of simply being the vehicle, of doing the journey.
Then there is, suggested by the mirror self
recognition experiments in monkeys, dolphins, and some birds, a more advanced
sense of `mineness', having a
self, yet still not reflecting on it, it's history or its future. Our human feeling of being there during
a moment, observing, supervising, and taking decisions, may be a veneer, or
habit, grafted onto this kind of basic animal consciousness.
Then follows our visual gestural mimetic (most likely
pre-linguistic) "I" that reflects on itself as well as a past and a
future. Finally there is the "I" that recruits language, both inner
and outer dialog, giving us the more grandiose "I" that underlies
myth and artistic expression, things like the grandiosity of this maenad from
the cult of Dionysus.
SLIDE 14

Now, can
we build towards a description of how, over evolutionary time, the impersonal
mechanics by which our brains generate these increasingly complex virtual
models of our subjective self might have led to the experienced richness of our
emotional and artistic expression?
To do this, I think we can use the model of
describing aspects of consciousness such as our emotions as evolved transiently expressed virtual organs,
as I've already mentioned, unlike permanent hardware of liver, kidney, heart...
that form for a certain time when needed. (see summary SLIDE 3, II. -
Emotions as evolved organs of consciousness.)
As human and animal social emotions appropriate to a
given situation form and then dissipate, they are supported by evolved hardware
- an outstanding example being the neuromuscular, neuroendocrine circuits that
regulate our facial expression of
emotions - expressions that are universal across cultures and were first
documented Paul Ekman. Here is a
frequently shown figure illustrating expressions of anger, happiness, disgust, surprise, sadness, and fear.
SLIDE 15

Keltner and others have documented the slightly more
subtle facial and body language of signals of embarrassment, smiling, laughing,
teasing, touching, loving, compassion, and awe - all reflecting evolved social
repertoires, affiliative as well as aggressive. These emotions and their muscles are guarantors of
authenticity, as people in all cultures unconsciously and easily can
distinguish the genuine, or Duchenne smile, which automatically recruits
muscles around the eye and mouth, from the non-Duchenne smile - which mainly
moves only muscles around the mouth.
SLIDE 16

It is these emotional repertoires, these evolved
virtual organs of consciousness that we marshall in the support of human artistic expression and
creativity.
TOPIC III - Music as an example of an evolved
emotional organ of consciousness.
We can use the example of music to examine the span
from our basic biology, our evolved neurobiology, to the sort of social
artistic expression that can recruit all of the emotions illustrated by the
faces in the last two slides. (This moves me to the third topic noted in summary slide 3: III - Music as an example of an evolved emotional organ of
consciousness.)
Generating music is one of our artistic activities
that, like visual art, design, or dance, wants to be considered in the context of our evolutionary biology, our
evolved social brain. Evolutionary
rationales of the sort I am going to mention for music expression can also be
advanced other kinds of human artistic expression.
SLIDE 17

-Darwin proposed a role for music in sexual
selection, music being one of the several way in which potential mates display
for each other and advertise their reproductive fitness, and Geoffrey Miller
has written on how music plays this role in contemporary society.
-Music is universal across cultures, with evidence
for musical instruments dating now back to over a 100,000 years ago. Throughout
most of our history as a species music was not experienced as an appreciative
audience listening to a class of experts perform but rather a communal embodied
fusion of musical sounds and body movement. It has historically served in social bonding and
cohesion, promoting feelings of group togetherness and synchrony.
Children's lullabies seem to qualify as a universal
— nearly every culture has a genre of music geared towards infants, and
there is considerable consistency in how they sound, generally being slow,
repetitive and featuring descending pitch contours. Other features that are
common, if not completely universal, among cultures include the inclination to
dance to music, musical metre, and the hierarchical organization of pitch,
giving structural prominence to particular notes over others.
A further argument is that music evolved because it
promoted cognitive development, possibly being the main activity that prepared
our pre-human ancestors for speech communication and for the cognitive
representational flexibility necessary to become humans, that it helped refine
our motor skills, to make possible the fine muscle control required to vocal or
gestural signed speech. Music
processing helps prepare infants for complex cognitive and social activities,
also for language and prosody, the intonations that adds emotions to
syntax.
A fourth
argument for music as an adaption comes from other species. Birds who clearly
use birdsong in sexual selection. Whales, frogs, chimpanzees, gibbons, prairie dogs, and many other
species have musical vocalizations used to establish territory, signal approach
of predators, etc. Animal
vocal intonations, analogous to the prosody in our human spoken language, communicate or induce emotions.
Finally, Brain lesion and other studies suggest specialized structures for
music, lesions reveal that rhythm,
metrical extraction, melody outline and analysis all can be dissociated, with
damage to the left hemisphere diminishing ability to perceive and produce
rhythm, but permitting meter to be extracted, while damage to the right
hemisphere has the opposite effect. Lesions also reveal dedicated memory systems that can remain functional
when other memory systems fail. Pleasing music activates brain regions implicated in reward, just like
food, sex, and drugs.
Music is better than language for arousing feelings
that through mirroring and emotional resonance can bind a group of humans
together in joy, love, compassion, anger, or aggression.
I was very intrigued recently to come across and
iPhone App called mood agent that explicitly plays with the these affective
components of music...
SLIDE 18

.... it
scans your music library and the libraries of other users, classifying each
musical piece with with algorithms that detect the characteristic emotional
features of music and letting you set the relative levels of sensuality,
tenderness, joy, aggression, or speed you would like to experience while
listening to playbacks. I
have found it quite amazing to play with this.
TOPIC IV. Summary - The Self Illusion
Well, to
begin to summarize (Summary Slide 3 - IV - Summary), I began this talk making a
description of how most of the machinery that runs our actions, perceptions and
thoughts is independent of our experienced self or "I" (Part I). This
machinery generates a phenomenal self model, Metzinger's ego tunnel, that is
the illusion that it is running the show, sort of like the instrument panels of your car taking themselves to be
the driver (Part II).
This machinery generates richness of our subjective
emotional life and also makes the temporary virtual organs that have evolved to
carry out music and other artistic endeavors that either now or at some point
in history have most likely enhanced our survivability, passing on our genes.
(Part III)
We are in the position of being able to know,
describe, what seems like this alien, almost Martian, machinery that is
actually running our show at the same time we can experience being one of its
affectively or emotionally rich products.
We can
understand ourselves at bottom as a homeostatic vegetative life core with
muscles, nerves, etc. at its service that exists only because it has proven
effective at reproducing itself, with brain complexity increasing during during our
evolutionary history to enhance our robustness and survival, culminating with our ability to
generate phenomenal self models, ego tunnels, whose strong identities and
purpose can integrate and vitalize the equipment that generated it.
SLIDE 19
In human culture we have evolved a networked system
of individual virtual "I" self models, (shown as "I" elements at the top) resonating ego
tunnels, whose artistic products
feed back, in a top down direction to enhance the homeostatic robustness and
survivability of individual human elements whose impersonal mechanical
processes ("It" elements) generate the virtual self models in the
first place.
Bottom
Up and Top Down causation. It
seems likely that the adaptive advantages and emergence of this
supra-organismal intelligence were a driving force for the emergence of our
reflective mirroring selves.
It
seems to us that we have selves, have conscious will, have minds, are agents. While it is sobering and ultimately
accurate to call these illusions or virtual models, they have proven to be
useful ones in monitoring and modulating our behavior in a reality vastly more
complex than we can sense, in enhancing our energy and individual
survival.
To accept the evidence, provided by both modern
neuroscience and ancient meditative psychologies, that the "I" of our subjective self is a virtual model can be disconcerting,
perhaps have a sort of arid or 'dry' feel. But this
knowledge does not need to bother
us. The illusions piled on top
of apparent mental causation are the building blocks of human psychology,
social life, art and music. The
consequence of these constructions and their networking is our dominance as a
species on this planet.